It has pain, suffering and death. Answers like why do you give us 60 years to get it right but satan gets a planet to rule , rape, and ruin our lives, with us under his whip for thousands of years? I thank Jesus for placing these words in you to share with us…because they really and truly spoke to me. It’s to much trying to do everything right in the bible it’s impossible i wish god and christian people could understand people like us. Several times during the course of my life. He must get a kick out of seeing my time wasted. You exist. Well someone needs a big cup of Tikum Olam.. It's dry, sir. I read it many yeaars ago and have just given my copy to one of my children, but I want to read it again. I prayed that night (next night actually). What you say is what you get. Let’s be realistic. Your reasons in the Bible isn’t good enough for this type of life pain, then it’s hell on top of it taking care and having the dad do his part of the responsibility for 18 years. Person 222, says that it’s not what God can do for us, but it’s what we can do for God. So we were sent out of Eden, into a real world where the ground was cursed, woman suffer in childbirth, and we get to see a lot of evil – murder, wars, every form of pain and degradation. It is our cross to bear. That seems to be the only way. Must have ever book. Carla, so many things in this world are challenges we did not ask for nor would we wish on anyone else. Look it up. He will do his part if he sees you’re trying. More of that hiding from life stuff. Through all my life of suffering, I am currently suffering the most I ever have, and it is easier than in the past because, this time I realized to ask the Lord regularly for these things: strength, endurance, peace, joy, patience, faith, love, hope, understanding and wisdom. It is suffering. I know that I am very tired now. Maybe its all a game between him and satan. I won’t risk anyone else’s life by praying for them. I’ve been given some impressive gifts by the Holy Spirit. Exhausted. We don’t know why! you preach the false doctrine of a personal god. And I wish I were dead. If you believe what is promised, you have an eternal life in Heaven. And if God keeps the others it will be very little very late. Paul was single and had the most exciting life. He knows that are trying to be faithful and it will be a great reward in heaven for those who are faithful like you. I hope that you will be able to find the resources you need to seek healing and wholeness in your journey. God does not do things mindlessly as we do. So I decided I would treat him as he treats me. That is fine with me. Bad things happen because it’s the nature of a lawful Universe. Do what you can, blame, curse, whatever, in the end do more goodness to the world. So, the devil created himself, the devil wants us to go against God and his word. ————————————————— Don’t give up. All my life, I have prayed, tried to be a good person, tried to be a good citizen, followed the rules and the laws, worked hard to try to better myself. When you see your children suffer because you can’t seem to get out of the ditch; you sometimes think they would be better off without you. Ask God for what you want and what you need. We can question that maybe it could have been “nicer” but I expect it is what it must be based on the fallen free creatures, creation, and people that we are. 52 Years of living is enough, with GOD in control I live 52 more and it will be the same. Sean, you are an amazing person. I’m with you Marci. There is a reason. Give Jesus what little you have, and you will find life most abundantly. I was born on the crappiest day of the year, December 25 and NO ONE LOVES ME THAT I HAVE NEVER HAD A BIRTHDAY PARTY, I spend my crappy birthday and Christmas ALONE SO VERY ALONE BECAUSE I AM SO REPULSIVE AND HAVE NO FRIENDS. Please consider submitting this desire to Him. If you give a child a glass of water in Jesus name, they would not have it without you! It’s hard to meet a good man these days. I have no more words to Pray. You wanted to be married and it did not happen. I renounce jehovah yahweh jesus allah god whatever STUPID name he chooses to be called. Doctors, science & generally man have all concluded that there are some incurable diseases or conditions, that is man’s conclusion based on experiences, the Lord on the other hand has never ever concluded anything as impossible. The 1611 King James Bible is God’s Promised preserved Word, Psalm 12:6-7, “The words of the LORD are pure words: as silver tried in a furnace of earth, purified seven times. And I found that hard work doesn’t always pay off, so far my hard work got me a missing finger and skin grafts. “The problem here is that it’s not God who is doing this labeling and excluding—it’s human beings. We have a chance to have the greatest gift in this complicated mess, to have a relationship with a perfect God. I immediately began to sweat profusely and the ear surgeon pointed at the sun and I looked at it and it was like a kick to the head. I do not want to be the reason others feel this way. In the Old Testament GOD himself was actually present. I saw others all the way through get blessed big time. “Oh great a**hole in the sky, I believed in Jesus, I lived for you by your commandments, but that was not good enough, so I said “*@&! The 10 ton rock was gone and God said to me that I have had enough pain and God told me I was humble enough to be free. I stopped believing in God because scientifically there is no proof. Date: Friday, 22-Jan-2021 11:40:09 GMT. A healing word. maybe without health bull you can get by the rest.. but you have no support system and have no health – and no money.. it ant really any way to go down from there.. death is a welcome proposition from there. Reading through all these comments is heartbreaking, and I searched this for the same reason as everyone else – suffering. Why are you always growing taller, Tree — Oh longer-lived than cypress!) And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. WHY did he make me so HATED. Tweet. 11 They send forth their little ones like a flock, and their children dance. He is our Father who cares deeply for all of us he just wants a relationship with you and to be your foundation. The Saints have trusted in it for their very souls. You obviously can’t make yourself happy, so try to do it for somebody else. From Father Mulchahey on M.A.S.H. Please try to pray in faith, asking Him to influence situations. He wants me to pray for and serve the wicked, *@&! It’s not just me that I worry about. Jesus LOVES you all dearly! We are supposed to be his servants. I have to beg people for money, im sick of tired it. Yes, you know you have done things to make this worse. Now I’m mad at my dead mother for not tossing me in a dumpster or why dad just couldn’t used protection. I prayed and prayed for a husband and as it turns out, the one I got is a meth addict and now I can’t get rid of him. A great spiritual revival will then happen. B) Suffering is a test of faith ie Job C) Eve bit the apple and Adam joined in D) The sins of our forefathers pass on to the 7th generation E) Suffering builds character and teaches us lessons. * Further details of Research: https://www.biblebelievers.com/Vance5.html Why did I end up on this site? If I am like the blind beggar, than so be it. I’ve heard people say that if you examine what precedes the word therefore you’ll discover what it’s there for! Dear Mimi, God doesn’t hate you. To see from your perspective as well, but so much younger pains me. We have kept the commenting for this blog active as long as possible, even though we sometimes must disable comments on our older blog posts. It is so evil, that it’s impossible to understand, being just a human, since it is more evil, than all of sins of humanity ever. The problem with Good God is evil. Oh and the whole time I laid there I watched about 100 hours of YT videos on other cultures..I felt love and positive for the first time in 39 years. And if you don’t endure to the end while carrying your cross, the body of Christ will suffer because you are unique. There are vessels created for dishonor. They never had a chance. Then I began to hear talking, saying come on up here, so I continued until my entire body was literally screaming a high frequency sound in harmony. And sure, God could intervene but if he did, then people wouldn’t have free will. #2. I am an incest survivor, have had ptsd/mdd, was abandoned by someone who was a lifeline to me, have been homeless and hospitalized, have no family as the abuse occurred in the family, and have been unable due to mental illness to integrate into society. Maybe God chose Israel as an example of his interactions with a nation in the physical/material realm. Nice article, but you then trot out the idea that we are all born sick. And here one comes upon the real secret of the Gem and Magnet and the probable reason why they continue to be read in spite of their obvious out-of-dateness. Post was not sent - check your email addresses! Jehovah wants me to DIE but he won’t help. ? No one can tell me otherwise and no one can tell me to just hang in there, that God has a plan for my life. God values you just for you! This is bitterness. He blew it, too. We don’t know what they have been through in the past, or will go through in the future. If someone said these things to me I would think “they have no idea what they are dealing with, I have never even read about a person like me alive and will to rip them to shreds since they are lying” Am pulled so many directions how to pick. Please please convince jehovah to let me DIE. An entire generation left Egypt, yet only two crossed Jordan. I could go on. By the way, if you’re a talented programmer/creator get in touch with me. You are here for a reason. This has happened on more than one occasion me trying to go to church feeling all tormented and. If I disbelieved God, i stopped blaming. False. Its the choice to do evil, is where freewill comes into play. But my answered go unheard .. Have an open heart. Hi thank you for taking the time to write this article. Still being tortured by the supposed “God” who is supposed to love me. Absolute power corrupts absolutely. I am so sorry you are feeling this way, and that even a house of worship did not feel like a safe space for you to be. Other people have been dealt the opposite. There needs to be legislation that allows people to be euthanized if they want to die. If a men and women cheated, the woman carries the title “whore” I want nothing except to experience God when I visit a church. To me how people talk about the bible he seems like an a%@hole, people say god is loving and they say god will love you forever. (Psalm 73). ..we have had to wait over 2016’s years for that arrival , what we think as being soon and God thinks as being soon is a lot different. I want to respond to people here who have said they believe God hates them or that they gave up their faith. This is exactly what churches do – cherry-picking stories to brain-wash you, tricking you into believing that believing in this imaginary being named Jehovah could save your a_s. There’s hierarchy in heaven and I am done with this pecking order in life. God hates me a lot. Why Oh Why Are Deserts Dry? 3 people found this helpful. Oh, if Mary were but known, how much happier, how much holier, how much less worldly should we be, and how much more should we be living images of our sole Lord and Saviour, her dearest and most blessed Son! ZDNet's technology experts deliver the best tech news and analysis on the latest issues and events in IT for business technology professionals, IT managers and tech-savvy business people. It doesn’t stop a “Christian” governor from making an enemies list of people who will never get a state job. A jewel of faithfulness. So yes, I hate God, he hates me, he hates the ant for the weight of a grain of earth in the many moments of measure in the mind of the ant- It may be below and beneath God, but is it not all to the ant as it is for me?. God may love us but that doesn’t end age discrimination in seeking employment. Please look this up, you’ll see what I’m saying.. Don’t give up as hard as it is to believe God is the only one who truly loves you the most! Turning the other cheek doesn’t mean that you must suffer, be abused or used. Live to help stop all of our pain that even the religious people have…yes its there. Okay here comes the part no one will believe me, like my family, the response will be you need to see if ya have the Huntingtons etc. not your choice .. You are loyal to your wife and children. God’s creation is a fascinating place, and learning the simple truths about it is one of the joys of childhood. If he exists then the usual questions ‘why does he allow suffering, evil, bad things to happen to good people, etc etc’ There are no true answers–only empty platitudes. Ruthless People Win ,Emotional People loose, serving others will not get you god ,it will get you a terrible death Like the one my mother got. The limits of human intelligence are very real and visible to me. At least not according the Bible – even if I don’t believe in it. EVER. I want to please Him but I can’t (I know no one can). Peter was crucified upside down just to rub it in. There are dozens of hurt people here. That change must be real. I don’t know them all. Get the word of God in your heart, mind and mouth. Interesting that this article mentions homosexuality as a reason why people think God hates them, and then has the audacity to say that the reason for this is human cruelty. Eternity is a long time and unity and contentment in his government is paramount to a harmonious existence for all. There is no proof and I will not follow crap like this. You are not your body. I got depressed, so she put me in the psych ward of a hospital where I was forced to receive electro shock treatments. And we all get more convinced every day that it is because it isn’t there at all. I feel the exact same way as you do. suffer at the hands of god. Basically I understand why people would feel abandoned or hated by God bur they aren’t! I can call it true. Being a ugly short man with skin grafts and a missing finger wants to know why GOD brought me into his world it doesn’t make sense.. God loves you. If this is what we are experiencing then we need to use our free will and rise up against this thief in the name and authority of Jesus who has power over the wicked ones. off a**hole” 1000x now in the last 2 years for what he has done to me/allowed to happen to me by his betting buddy satan. It is just people who are so flawed, even hateful, as they pick their social hierarchies in church families. So I can already see my entire sad lonely single future. I’m too old. And I’m not a hugger. Which leads straight back to “why am I ugly/gay/black”? Joshua 24:15, ” Jesus Christ suffered as a man, even though He is God. I fell like God hates me sometimes, but it’s a Devils lie. If Christianity can’t explain this source of evil other than making my status a scapegoat, it’s time I started seeking a better faith. In a time when psychological warfare and propaganda is more prominent than ever….we have nothing. You need to love yourself too. Why is this? God hates me because I am a sinner. I have forgiven my enemies. As simple as it can be. MARIA A dry jest, sir. Isolation is a time when I too feel closer to God! But My mind felt like it was going to explode because so much information was coming in to fast at once, it was literally driving me mad. God has abandoned me since I was a kid. I have NO REASON TO live. I will not multiply, I will not commit the sin the lord has done unto me, though my sins me legion otherwise in vain effort to be freed if but for a moment of the lords “gift”. He would not be a merchant, a trader. I am afraid to commit suicide because I know that God can make things even worse on the other side of this life. Grow up and face the truth. Jehovah made me a FUGLY LOSER and NOBODY likes me EVER because no one likes repulsive and disgusting and nasty and gross and unworthy. There are several Jims here, but if you are talking to me, please don’t suggest there is any HELP for this. The large suburban church and its judmental members who shun and hate people who are not as good looking, as smart, as cool, as popular as they are. Suicide is something that is a short term fix but never a salutent please there are many places that can help and truly give the support and encouragement that all of us need to feel excepted there is no pain greater than the one we don’t share your are a unique and amazing brother or sister of mine and I would gladly help there is no hill you can not get over I would not say that had I not climbed some steep cliffs I believe he hears all prayers sometimes we have to be patient and know that he loves and would never let us down have faith and his love and your will are the most powerful things that open great doors trust in him first and there is not anything that you cannot do.. Be amazing and pass that on… Please don’t listen to hate and negative things and coming from an alchoalic you will never find an answer there put the lid back on I hope I can bring a little light to a friend…. It is that God “hates” me. But remember, the reason why there is evil and sin in the world is because of us. I have prayed to God for a job. Its giving up the greatest gift God ever gave you – Being. Maybe, if I wait for a long, long, long time, things might clear up. Its the same but different. This is one of your worst creations you threw on woman and not men. We won’t have such important work, if we are in heaven. I abused myself as a result of these experiences. Its also okay if you don’t get married, since you are His, if you gave your life to Him. I hope I meet you in Heaven someday. God designed the spiders venom, the inflammation and the caustic rot. I figured out that day or the next what was happening, it’s like it lead me there to find everything I was looking for all summer.. That entity I seen in light in shower opened my 3rd eye, that’s why my mind was going crazy all summer..The colors are called chakra, it’s Hindu and Kabbalah Jews practice it. 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